new madhatters come and get it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its only funny because its not you
Its only mean when your not the pun
I am sorry it wasnt you , you werent the one

When its your face on the ground thats when you pout
hate being left out
everything you made fun in high school
laying hopeless and scared not knowing what to do with the fucked up family around you

Of course what I do but destroy these castles around you
A giver of free-will and life and even gave up someones right
to look around you when you see
this is about you not me

its true a better comedian, writer and Mother its true
I will always be better than you
and why do I have to hide it because it bothers you?
Did I come here just to please YOU?
twice better than and heir I love you pennyless and you dont care

Well , here you go an endless joke for one fucken song
there you bitch there's your everlong.

Okay now lets get started , since the dow has plunged , I have found out that I am anemic and losing my sight from stress and the blood disorder. Now I want to make something very cleared since ( fuck you if you dont believe it you can go the way of the buffalo , the queen and several others.) Furthermore this is not a matter of faith or wait people want to believe this is reality , so here it goes. Since I was not allowed to lead as a child , I have broke one of "their" prophecies . So The president, "anti-christ", cannot have you lead alligance to him to save America's "money system" especially since cassy declared me as god before anyone could declare him. Now, this is what is happening since none of the bets went through unless I lied about them . I only did that for my Family, and steve carrell , it is a bitch to gt that mutha to leave once you have opened the door to him.

Oh Sweet putrid child
Reeking of innocence and mercy mild
As I poke her stomach
Then comes A sweet giggle pouring form her pout
My eyes wonder south where I long to put my mouth.

A burning sense of lust : cant/wont control it anymore
Certain action is a must so innocent :no way
I know what she wants and I am going to Make Damn Sure
she know I am sick and only she has the cure

Worst than any boogyman or any other monster hidden in the closet
I will drain her of her life , As if there where a faucet on her heart. Into the night there she is waiting for me.
Hidden beneath the blankets she lays
Her flesh is my playground , what a bounty , I have found.

I am scared you are just like your father or worst, that goes for the entire lot.

Dear John ( America)

Where were you on Mother's day . Where were you the day I felt like my heart would cave in . Where were you when I was laying helpless cold and scared . There is where I remain in my mind I visit it a hundred times . I hate that I have something to hate. Where were you when I needed to be reassured. Where were you when I felt lost on the the bus ride home where were you. Where were you when they first entered my womb uninvited . I wish I could drown you in my tears . And as you struggle to breathe feel the weight of my fears disappear. I hate that you're always so close , I hate that I felt enough love to feel betrayed . I wonder when this will all end , maybe when its a little less entertaining , in your dreams I sent visions of heaven sweet and where heathens lay their feet. Still , I love and you reject this dove. I wish I didn't hate because its true, I don't want to admit I loved you enough; for your actions to shred me up .